Sadness with me

Three months passed away.
I didn't publish any post, not because busy,just lazy.
and I don't want to talk with anybody.
Sometimes I don't speak more than ten sentences all day long.
I even quit up this blog.
Just now,I thought about it,I felt a little sadness,and I called my hubby,my friend,no one answered my phone.
This blog is the only one I can speak with.
I have a mom and a mother-in-law.
The latter is so hospitable,even when she invited her friends this noon, she also invited me.
Though I thanked for her kindness,I don't like going the party.Those are old men and women,indoutedly there is generational gap between us, I don't like to communicate with them.
:(
and my mom,on the contrary,she will also invite her friends to our home the day after tomorrow,and she told me just now:"stay in your room,don't come out to join our dinner,and I can give u a little dumpling for eating."
hehe.
sad........................
I had tear in my eyes.

Lazy

so long havn't come here.
yes, very very lazy.
and I thought it some difficult to type in english.
:P
these days I'm learning germany, I hope i could go to german this summer to be with my hubby for ever.I miss him so much, we aren't living together now, so that feel unhappy.
I wish he will get a job soon.
I pray.